I know I have 2 days till AF is projected to be here (I say projected because Oct was 33 days Nov was 37 days and Dec was 30 days) So who the eff really knows when she is suppose to be here! I am using the 8th because that is my red day on my iPhone app, the app I have been using for the last 14 months that is almost always on track, and also the damn full moon is due on the 8th and I always start on the full moon I know that sounds funny or even weird but its true, and when I was walking out of work last night I looked up and saw that the stupid moon was almost full...about 3 days away from complete..just in time for AF to arrive..(what will be...will be) I took a hpt when I got home, pretty much cause thats just what I do is pee on sticks and stare at them. And well, I walked away, got side tracked and went back in 20 minutes later to see this..(evap line dont get excited)
The bottom test is the test I walked away from, and the top test I retook because I didn't know exactly how long test 1 had been sitting and I didn't really know what to do with a pinkish line...Test 2 was clearly a negative. Of course I had to analize the spongy things to the right and how the bottom one was saturated but the top one was not, so did I put to much or too less? then I got tired of trying to figure it out and decided use one of the big boys...bad idea.
after the whole 3 agonizing minutes the stupid words
not pregnant appeared.
I know that I still have a little time and AF has not arrived but I am starting to look toward the next cycle and quickly starting to forget this one. (what will be...will be) When I talked to the office the other day she said If I turn out not pregnant then I will be starting 150mg of clomid! that's a little exciting and a little scary...So many questions my mind has..but for now
I am ignoring them!