Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Two Years...

How can it be?
Has it really been two whole years since we 
said goodbye?
My heart aches on this day. 
A year ago I told myself not to worry 
because by next year I would be holding 
my sweet baby and telling him or her 
about her brother or sisters in heaven. 
But two years later I still have nothing to show.
 No baby to hold. No child to love. 
Just strengthen, fight, and courage.
My period is due April 17th, 
& 3 days later  I will begin birth control to
 officially start our first IVF cycle. 
We are nervous and scared. 
But more than anything ready. 
Ready to be a family of more than two. 

My last picture pregnant. 12 weeks.
The last picture of our Tiny Baby 8w6d

Our insurance does not cover anything. 
So we will be paying out of pocket for everything. 
If you have any advice or medical companies you know 
where I can purchase medicine at a discount please let me know. 
Thank you so much for your continued love and support.