Monday, September 17, 2012


Apparently my ovaries were just teasing me with their 
so called dance party.... 
Apparently they could only find ONE ovary... um what?
Apparently they are tucked up together in the middle? doing what? no clue.. 
but not their job! 
Apparently my lining is great at 10.1! but he could only find ONE follicle 
on ONE ovary that only measured 14mm...... 
Apparently my cholesterol is so bad that I can no longer eat carbs..
Apparently I  need an hour of exercise a day EVERYDAY.. 
Apparently my Thyroid is high... and needs retesting, and will most likely add a new pill to my daily routine. 
I am Apparently not very Pleased with today's appointment! 

For real though, I am paying out of pocket for each and every ultrasound.. 
and for him to just settle with the fact that he could only see one ovary 
pisses me off to no end! I mean how the hell does this happen? 
How/why could he not have pushed around on my stomach to try and 
move them around!?! What if the mother follicle is on the one he can't see?
did they get all tangled up with all that dancing they were doing?


Stupid day! I need to go back to bed! 
>:- /

Before our u/s... 

Another golden ultrasound is scheduled for Wednesday grow stupid follicle grow! 


  1. Hi there. I am so sorry about your ultrasound results. But its nice at least to be finding info out and then learning what you can do about it. Be patient and pray. I will pray for you as well! I somewhat know how trying infertility can be. My sister tried for five years to have her baby girl. Five years! It was an awful time for her.

    1. Thank you so much :) Five years is way to long! and I though going on 3 was bad ugh I wish no woman ever had to go through any of this!

  2. I am so sorry about your ultrasound results, that is so frustrating! My ovaries would never respond to the drugs as quickly as my doctor expected, and I always reminded him of that month after month, but he would still act shocked when my ovaries would be taking their sweet time to develop follicles. I also would only get one great follicle each month when I took clomid, and it was so frustrating because you hear about people getting so many more. I will be praying for your follicles to grow, grow, grow, and for your other ovary to come out of hiding on the next ultrasound!!

    1. Thank you for the prayers :) I was so frustrated with him, I mean seriously the first time we talked I was going to start right out at 150 since that is what we conceived with last time then the day of my baseline he mentioned something about doing 50mg! I said uh no that will be a waste of time! then today for him to just kinda give up while looking for the other ovary! Pshhh I just hope and pray Wednesdays scan looks better!
      P.S. I am so glad I found your new blog!

  3. Argh...sorry to hear that your appointment did not go well. I can imagine how frustrating that was for you. I can't believe that he didn't even take the time to look for your other ovary. I'm mad for you!

    1. Thank you! {stomping feet!} I'v been in a crappy mood all day!

  4. dammit, Alexis! I am So SO sorry!!!
    I am frustrated for you and wish you didn't have such a crappy day! *big hugs*
    I am not gonna stop praying that they keep on dancing and more pop out and show their faces for Wednesday! I am sorry you have to go through all deserve a beautiful appointment on deserved on today! I am thinking of you and sending so much love your way!

    1. Thank you Maria! I just keep telling myself this is all in the plan! right?! lol yes in the plan, what will be will be, and everything happens for a reason! I have a feeling a bottle of wine and a hot bath is in my near future!

  5. I am so sorry. That just stinks. Keep you head up are going to get that baby!

  6. *UGH* Sorry your ovaries are hide-and-seek champs :( But I've returned from comentless browsing to wish you an abundance of good luck!!

  7. Apparently you need a big hug and some ice cream! Hope things turn up for you!

  8. Ugh, it's so frustrating when your body won't cooperate and just simply do what it's suppose to. That is strange he didn't search for your other ovary - especially if he's been able to see it before? I hope your one follie you can see - and maybe a few hidden ones - grow like crazy to bring you your takehome baby!

  9. Apparently this doctor just doesn't know who you are! You are amazing and such a strong woman! I'll be praying my heart out for you. Thank you for all of your support :) Someday we'll have what we've worked so hard for and it will be SO worth all of this.

  10. Sorry you got so much yucky news at your appointment. Praying that today's u/s shows better results.

    On the bright side, at least you know a few things that you can do to improve your health and your chances of getting pregnant! Yay!