Someone asked me today
what number cycle we are on...
All I could do was stare back at them
with a blank expression.
I. have. no. clue.
You see after so many years
and so many cycles your mind goes foggy.
I think every time a cycle works I
instantly loose count
but then the pregnancy ends
and I am thrown back in the sea of
what seems like endless cycles.
some of them lasting 90 days
some only 20.
It's like being picked up by
a tornado and then being slammed back
down in a very unfamiliar place.
With a little digging through my blog
I've come to the conclusion that we
are currently in the 2ww of cycle..
That's a big number.
I hope it doesn't get any bigger.
Today is 8dpo
and Ovia says I have 6 more days
until I can test!
Exactly 1 week before Christmas
we will know the fate of cycle 12.
Please bring me a BFP followed by
an uneventful, yet joyful pregnancy
followed by the safe delivery
of our healthy rainbow baby!!