Friday, December 12, 2014

What Cycle Am I On?

Someone asked me today 
what number cycle we are on...
All I could do was stare back at them 
with a blank expression. 
I. have. no. clue. 
You see after so many years 
and so many cycles your mind goes foggy. 
I think every time a cycle works I 
instantly loose count 
but then the pregnancy ends 
and I am thrown back in the sea of 
what seems like endless cycles. 
some of them lasting 90 days 
some only 20. 
It's like being picked up by 
a tornado and then being slammed back 
down in a very unfamiliar place. 

With a little digging through my blog
I've come to the conclusion that we 
are currently in the 2ww of cycle.. 
12! 

That's a big number. 
I hope it doesn't get any bigger. 

Today is 8dpo 
and Ovia says I have 6 more days 
until I can test!
Exactly 1 week before Christmas 
we will know the fate of cycle 12

Dear Santa, 
Please bring me a BFP followed by 
an uneventful, yet joyful pregnancy 
followed by the safe delivery 
of our healthy rainbow baby!! 
Thanks, 
Alexis




2 comments:

  1. Alexis, sorry it's been so long since I last posted (I used to post under the name "easley") but I just wanted to say I'm right behind you cheering you along! I hope that this cycle is lucky number 12! GOOD LUCK!

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