Tuesday, December 11, 2012


Our last cycle was a big fat FAIL. 
AF showed very late Sunday night. 
So no need for the Beta test. -_- 
I am still waiting for the Dr. to call me back 
so we can schedule a wtf appointment and figure out 
where we are going to go from here, I know we have 
many more options and we are not out of the game yet. 
Scott and I decided we are going to meet with Dr. B 
and hear what his advice is first 
but we would like to take January off 
to recollect and recharge. 
Right now we are simply pissed. 
I know we will be okay in time but right now 
it just stings, it's just so shitty. 
But we will keep each other positive 
and keep our heads held high, this is not the end! 
because If it's not okay, it's not the end. 

quick update: Dr. B called our appointment is scheduled 
for January 2nd 2013
Praying 2013 will be the year for babies all around! 


  1. I am sorry this cycle didn't work out. You are absolutely right, it is not the end. I hope next year brings great things for you guys :)

  2. So sorry doll :( Sometimes a month off can really help you just get refreshed and ready for the next cycle. Always praying for you!

  3. I'm sorry about his lousy cycle. For the record, a month off is sometimes really nice since all this IF can be so frustrating. Thoughts and prayers that 2013 will bring great and exciting things for you!

  4. I love how positive you are! You are a great person, inspriational...I understand you both being pissed. Hoping for a better turn out next time and like you said "Regardless, It's going to be okay!"

  5. I am so so sorry Alexis. Feeling pissed is something that I understand very well indeed. (HUGS) Here's to hoping that 2013 is good to both of us! Thinking of you.

  6. I'm sorry this cycle was another bust :( I'm sure it's even more frustrating for you when it's worked before, and now all of a sudden, after how many cycles, it isn't. I'm sure your doctor will have a good plan for you, and I think taking a cycle off and starting fresh in 2013 is a great idea. In the meantime, relax and enjoy the holidays!

  7. I'm so sorry to hear this - I was really hoping this cycle was it now. But I agree that 2013 is your year! Hopefully you find some answers in your appointment next month! Keep us posted :)

  8. So sorry. I like the sound of 2013! 13 has always been a lucky number for me. Big Giant Hugs! XOXO

  9. I'm so so sorry to hear this. :( So disappointing. I am praying for comfort and direction for you. Enjoy December though, and enjoy lots of egg nog! : )

  10. I'm sorry. I know this is so frustrating. I am hoping 2013 is your year too.

  11. So sorry to hear this month didn't pan out the way you had hoped. I know how hard it is to go through the disappointment. Praying for a peaceful little break for you right now!

  12. I'm sorry this cycle didn't work but I do like your outlook on this, its not the end if its not ok. I'm praying 2013 is gonna be your year. I hope you recharge, and renew during the holidays heading into 2013 with a positive outlook.

  13. Take the time off. Sleep all night long, sleep until noon, go to dinner on a whim, enjoy a glass of Christmas cheer. Do everything that won't quite so easy someday when your little one is here! ; )
    In the mean time I would be more than happy to go yell at the top of your lungs and throw rocks with you!
    Love, Momma

  14. I'm so sorry, Alexis. I love your mom's comment above - she's so sweet. You know I will be hoping and praying that 2013 brings you many, many blessings. Enjoy this month off - you and Scott deserve to enjoy yourselves and relax a bit. You are so strong, gf! I will be thinking about you. Huge hugs!

  15. Amen to that very last sentence! I don't comment here often, but just wanted to say I'm so sorry. I got my period on Saturday and I know how much it sucks.

  16. No! I'm so sorry it was negative! Ugh! There are too many of those going around lately! 2013 is sure to be a success. In fact, January sounds great! I'm glad your hopes are still high, and you are taking some time off.

  17. I'm so sorry, but I love your positive attitude at the end of this post. You're right, it's not the end.

  18. I'm so sorry!! Praying 2013 brings you all the happiness in the world!