Clomid Countdown....

The countdown has begun!

If everything goes as plans that means clomid cycle 1 starts on Tuesday November 8th...take the pills for the 5 days or until Saturday the 12th! Then apt. to check my follicles on Friday the 18th....ugh written down that sounds like forrrreverrrr!! I am new to fertility friend and the whole charting experience, I started in the middle of the month which I found out is not a great idea because it messes up when you actually ovulated now my chart is all wacky looking see ▼

I have an app on my iPhone that I track my information in and I know that I ovulated or at least had all the signs of ovulation on the 22nd but the chart is telling me the 27th was my ovulation day..so hmm...then as you see it spiked to the sky and stayed above the cover line still trying to figure out what that even means until this morning when it dipped to 97.5 which I think I read means my monthly gift is on its way! which is a good thing because we are ready to start this clomid process like now. Last night was nice DH sat with me while I explored blogs and researched all kinds of things, When he suddenly had questions about the follicles and the implantation process. Just then I realized men do not read all of these things and research and actually know the whole process in creating a life, Most of them only know that sperm has to meet the egg and bam a baby is created..So I went googling videos of the creation of life and found this fabulous video that shows the whole process, he was so intrigued, I don't recall seeing him blink or look away once (we did mute the video because the music was in Arabic I think...don't really know I couldn't understand what he was saying) but the video was very very cool and I would recommend showing it to DH to help him better understand why this whole process is so detailed and how everything must be just right for a healthy life to form. (feel free to Mute this video)

 

I am so ready to start this clomid I can't stop thinking about it! and its so weird because I keep getting this odd overly excited feeling like something great is on the way! I can kind of describe it as like when you are a little kid and you know that your leaving in the morning to go to the beach and you cant wait and you have all these happy dancing feelings inside! tha'ts what I am feeling, just every once and a while, while I am at work I will get a huge rush of excitement then have a vision of DH holding our baby(s) or the babies room or having twins, that's something I haven't posted about yet but it is soon to come...My hope for twins ♥  {Not that I wouldn't be overly ecstatic with one...}

Anxious. Excited. Nervous. Ready.