I have decided to give this supplement a shot!
while we are in limbo waiting to go back to Dr. B
I felt like I needed to be doing something!
I am currently on CD66 with no sign of AF...
along with this pretty box of pregnitude I ordered
some internet HCG and LH tests.
the first HCG test I took I didn't see anything
after 5 minutes and I wasn't about to squint
so I took a nap.
when I woke up I glanced at the test and saw a damn line..
I say damn line because I had no clue if it was
an evap or if it was there with in the 5 minutes and I just
didn't look hard enough...
So yesterday morning I wake up take my temp
and poas again...
this time I stare at that test until my eyes almost bleed
and I swear I see the faintest of faint lines. . .
But is it my eyes playing tricks on me?
Is it a bad batch of HPTs?
Could the dye have run on accident somehow?
I just don't have that gut feeling.
the excited omg I'm pregnant feeling when I look at the test.
ever since our last pregnancy every time I take a test I
am expecting it to pop up with a bright line like it did then.
and when I have to squint, hold it in the light, shine my flashlight app on it..
ect. I just feel like it can't be real.
I know I didn't ovulate when I was supposed to in August..
and that's why I missed my first period..
but by the end of August there was one day
where I thought, could I be ovulating? Now?
the signs were there, but I had no tests.
I never ran out for one. Instead I just brushed it off..
But now, NOW all I can wonder is
did I O then? is it even possible?
could this crazy faint line be the real thing?
Should I buy a FRER? Should I start my box of pregnitude?
UGH SO MANY QUESTIONS!!!
where the hell is my answer tree?!
(next to the money tree I can't find?)
I guess I will keep up this crazy guessing game until
Monday then either pick up a FRER