Wombs For Rent...

It's simply amazing to me the amount of 

offers I have received on renting a womb!

Five very close friends and relatives have now 

offered me their space for rent! 

The generosity brings tears to my eyes 

and tugs at my heart. 

How could they be so kind? 

I hate to admit it but I could never offer my womb

maybe it's because I have yet to have children of my own?

Maybe it's because I haven't experienced the wonders of being really pregnant?

Maybe it's because I yearn to feel a baby kick and wiggle inside my belly?

I really don't know. 

But I do know that I am beyond thankful for these offers. 

Words can't describe the feeling I get
 to know the love these woman have for me. 

So would I rent a womb?

and who's womb would I pick?!

I've thought about it before. I have. 

But I am just not ready to end the fight. 

I want to carry my own child. 

I don't feel completely defeated yet. 

and until I do, I'll just keep on trying. 

As for who's womb I would pick. 

That's a VERY hard question to answer. 

Each of these woman is special to me in different ways 

I love them all dearly. 

I fear I would upset the others by picking one. 

I guess if it ever comes down to it, the final picks 

will be drawn from a hat?!?! 

Really though how would you pick? 

As for updates on my womb...

It's just hanging out..

ovulating and such..

ya. you read that right. 

I ovulated.. already.. 

I had all the symptoms and I just kept thinking 

there is no way? No freaking way?

But after much googling, a call to my nurse and a positive opk

I found out it's very true and its 100% possible. 

So that's cool. 

I guess?

Although I most likely wont ovulate again on my own 

for months, hell maybe even years. 

I haven't officially picked a new Dr. yet

there are 3 that we are trying to decided on.

But I just don't feel ready to pick up the phone

and make that dreaded first appointment. 

I mean how many times can I tell my story 

over and over and over again. Each time reliving 

the moments in time I beg to forget?

I just need a little more time.

Thanks for all the comments and emails 

on my last two posts! It's so great to know you're all still 

here rooting us on!! Much love to each and everyone of you!! 

XoXo The Warricks~