Tuesday, August 25, 2015

F E T

Time is flying by. 
Yesterday I started my Estrace 
I also switched my diet up to 100% clean 
by 2pm my head was throbbing. 
I was also mildly bitchy 
and I felt super irritated. 
I got home around 5 and napped till 7
Scott called to tell me he would be working later
when I hung up the phone I cried. 
He often works overtime so I'm not sure 
why I was crying. In that moment I just missed him.
When he got home I cried again. 
is it possible for Estrace to dump it's shit 
side effects on you so quickly?
Anyways he asked why I was crying 
to which I had no real reason but blurted out..
Debbie called our embryo a "he" today
then I cried harder. 
He said why are you crying?! will you be upset if its a boy!? 
to which I quickly replied NO NO NO that is not why I am upset! 
I'm upset because I didn't want to know the sex!
I then told him the rest of the story and how 
she said he then quickly said or she...
and after I told the whole story out loud 
I realized that I sounded insane.
Scott began laughing and said welp there's still a 50/50 chance then! 
At least I can mark day one off the calendar and hope 
that day two is better! 
15 more sleeps till our transfer!!
AHHHHHHHH!







4 comments:

  1. Aw darn those side effects! *hugs* Hang in there!

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  2. Yes, the estrogen side effects are immediate and dramatic. Crossing all the things in hope for good luck for you.

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  3. Oh girl. Big hugs. So much emotion invested in this. I hope the next 15 days go by swiftly & smoothly.

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  4. Oh that estrace hope the side effects level off.

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